I’M SEEING QUEENS OF THE STONE AGE IN MAY
THIS IS THE HAPPIEST I’VE EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE
AND WHEN I GO IT WILL BE THE HAPPIEST I’VE EVER BEEN
THIS IS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME
Any time I just wanna ditch everything so that I won’t have to be alone I just need to take a second to remind myself why I feel this way. I don’t wanna be alone with myself, so in what world would that mean that I’m in a position to expect other people to want to be around me?
The first step to learning to like yourself is tolerating yourself long enough to see the shit you want to change and the things you want to keep. It’s like on Hoarders where they go through all their shit next to the huge trash receptacle and make them make decisions on what’s worth keeping.
I don’t know where I was going with any of that.
I get to sub for the music classes for three hours a day for the next four days. Maybe this will help me think about whether or not teaching is something I want to do.
If I ever found out I had a serious illness or disease I wouldn’t feel comfortable telling anyone because it feels like mostly everyone would be like, “FINALLY”
"You think I want to start making friends at my age? Christ, who would want me as their friend? I hate everyone and everything seems stupid to me. But you were always the counterbalance to that, the guy who was the yin to my yang. Now what the fuck am I gonna do for the rest of my life? I mean, shit, I really wish you would have told me this when I first met you that one day you were gonna bail on our friendship, ‘cause if I had known that you were just gonna flake on me a few decades later, I wouldn’t have even bothered with your ass in the first place."
Randal Graves, Clerks II